Before I turn 30 : You make me Juana!

I don't freakin know if any of you have been in this situation in your lives ever. I'm counting down the days till I turn 30. (yes the new 20, haha) and I have mixed emotions about it. I'm ecstatic at times, scared at times, feeling blah mostly, but concerned on some days.

Now, all I feel is this. I.WANT.TO.GO.TO.THE.BEACH!!!!!!

Sun and surf and salty sea breeze. The scorching hot sun. Cold beers. Sunblock lotion. Tan lines. Oh, abs. Yes, those beautiful bodies... Damn it!